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Prompted By Cold War Coping

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Full Moon, Risen

I spent a number of my formative years hoping that when the end came, it would be over quickly.

I'd run, trying frantically to find a place to hide, while it implacably followed me, laughing.

I was a voracious reader of science fiction from a young age. My local branch library had a large collection of SF anthologies published after WWII that I devoured. Post-apocalyptic stories and novels figured large in the SF genre. Sometimes it was alien invasion, occasionally environmental collapse or a sweeping plague. Nuclear annihilation was a tried and true favorite.

For a long time, I thought of The Big One as simply an entree into a new world of giant bugs, ruined ancient cities and scantily-clad women needing my protection. I am not sure when it became real to me, something that might happen, then probably would happen, and then something that was only a matter of time. I do know that by the summer I turned thirteen, it had become a major obsession in my mind. I became all too aware that my house was precisely ten miles from the Empire State Building.

In my town, in the 60s, some of the factories still used a loud siren to announce lunch and quitting time. Your classic “Five O’clock Whistle.” I used to carry a small transistor radio, not just for listening to Cousin Brucie, but to check for Conelrad broadcasts, to assure myself that it was only the Best Foods plant letting out. I grew to hate thunderstorms; being awakened late at night by loud booms and dazzling white light coming around the drawn shades of my bedroom was terrifying. One night, upon seeing a distant flash, while counting the seconds to figure out how far away it was, I anxiously turned on the radio only to hear a new song, “Bad Moon Rising” for the first time. The fact that they were playing music was reassuring, but I thought the song just too damned ominous.

For years I suffered a recurring nightmare, where a pillar of red fire would rise over the rooftops and look at me with burning yellow eyes. I’d run, trying frantically to find a place to hide, while it implacably followed me, laughing with delight. That lasted into high school.

Eventually the obsession faded, as obsessions often do. Maybe I just got tired of waiting for the inevitable. These days I don’t think of it much, although sometimes, when “tensions rise” again in some bloodily contested corner of the planet, from deep within the rabbit warren of old memories and night terrors, I hear John Fogarty’s voice again.

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A lot of things have happened in my life, but now I am mainly in it for Gina and the mountain biking.


Tags: Childhood, fear, war
Characterizations: right on!, well written

Comments

  1. Khati Hendry says:

    I definitely relate to growing up with the sense of impending doom, although my nightmare was “The Blob”, which I saw at too young an age. When I (and the world) were still around as years rolled by, I learned to “stop worrying and love the bomb” . Well not really, but at least the worst hadn’t come yet. Meanwhile, the beast of climate change has been breathing down our collective necks, and end-of-world-as-we-know-it seems way too imminent, and I can’t coast any more.

  2. Suzy says:

    Great description of cold war coping, Dave! I’m a couple of years older and lived a couple of miles further from the Empire State Building, but for some reason I wasn’t worried. Maybe because I didn’t read sci-fi. However, since I relate everything in life to music, I love the Fogerty connection!

  3. Great song Dave, and in our sorry world seems there’s always trouble on the way.
    But we soldier on my friend, don’t we!

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