Trust yourself. You are on the right track. You are as normal as you need to be. Your family does not disappear once you are an adult, and you will carry it and history with you always. You will reconcile with your parents and it will be a good thing. Your life is not something that will happen in the future—stick to your principles and it will work out. In college, you predict that in 10 years you will be dead, in jail, or out of the country. You will be correct, but fortunately only out of the country, and many years on. It is not enough to be smart. Balance is good. Stay open to change, and honor relationships with people and the rest of the earth.