Boy-Crazy in the House of Girls  by
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Prompted By That Summer

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“You can’t do that to another girl!”

Alex was really pissed. I didn’t understand why she was pissed at me, exactly. It had been her boyfriend’s idea to walk in the summer moonlight and make out in some neighbor’s yard, not mine. It would have remained a regrettable secret, but Alex (not her real name) either suspected something and bullied her boyfriend into a confession—or his guilty conscience compelled him to ’fess up. Either way, the details had come out: a few kisses in the dark and horizontal body contact with another girl—me.

What happened next: a torrent of full- blown, female adolescent fury aimed— justly or not— at me. “You just don’t do things like that in a house of girls!”

Alex had a point—we did live in a house of girls. I was sixteen in the summer of 1968, staying at my aunt and uncle’s house in a Southern California beach town. Alex, also sixteen, lived with my relatives as their unofficial foster daughter. Along with my three female cousins, that made five teenage girls living under one roof.

 

We girls had fallen into a lazy summer routine. As we waited for the sun to cut through the “marine layer,” we’d fuss with our hair, put on swimsuits, pack lunch. We took our time walking down to the beach—slapping our flip-flops on the sidewalk and yakking all the way.

We’d stake out a place on the sand, shed our t-shirts, and swipe on Coppertone or Sea ’n’ Ski. Walking towards the surf, we sucked in our stomachs and made sure the bottoms of our swimsuits didn’t creep up.

For me, beach life meant freedom and a world apart. I had no real responsibilities, no obligations, and got no push-back from anyone. My aunt and uncle let me do my thing. So if I acted a little wild, I knew they wouldn’t stand in my way. We didn’t have a curfew; we didn’t need to be specific about where we’d be or when we’d be back or who we hung out with.

Unless we hung out with another girl’s boyfriend.

By my actions, I had violated the unwritten code of cohabiting teenage girl behavior. I could’ve made the argument that Alex’s boyfriend was eager to stray with another girl into the night, both of us acting more daring, more brazen and maybe a bit crazier than we would have in the sensible light of day.

The truth is, the languid rhythm of the beach town brought out a side of me that was untethered and reckless. I had my reasons for acting out: I was trying to get over a bad break-up. Why not flirt with every boy I met? I didn’t have any better ideas.

I’d been in a long-distance relationship with a boy I met at summer camp the year before. When summer ended, we sustained our romance with phone calls and bad poetry.

He came to see me at the beach, since he lived nearby. At the end of the evening, we had a nasty fight.

“Are you calling me a liar?” he asked. (I was.)

“Then get out of my car!” (I did). I told him I never wanted to see him or hear from him again. Ever.

He laid rubber in the driveway and drove off. Good riddance, I thought. Then I burst into tears.

 

My cousins threw a party a couple of nights later. Five girls attracted a lot of boys. We danced to the Beatles, the Temptations, and Marvin Gaye on the dimly-lit patio. When the slow dancing started, I looked in earnest for a partner. So many prospects: tan, blonde surfers with long hair and sexy smiles.

But the one who caught my eye? Jack (not his real name either):  a skinny kid with a mouth full of heavy metal. He had a slow smile, brown hair that hung over one eye, and long, graceful hands.  And there you have it—a love-sick girl, hoping to get her groove back, somehow drawn toward a kid still in junior high. In a house of girls, in a beach town, under the moonlight on a cool summer night, strange, unpredictable things can happen.

Jack. Me. My cousin’s room, with the door closed. Happy hearts beating fast; metallic kisses and slow hands. After about an hour of this, he reached for his fly and politely asked, “Want me to …?”

I said. “Uh, no…that’s okay.” God, he was adorable.

I felt happy when I was with Jack.

And when I wasn’t with him, I’d ask myself if I was nuts.

 

A few days later, Alex’s boyfriend and I started talking and the next thing I knew, he had me by the elbow and we were out the door.

As we walked around the neighborhood, the conversation turned to love. Or maybe it was sex. I can’t remember exactly. But he was certain he could teach me all about it. I didn’t like him that much and I didn’t really think he could teach me anything worthwhile, but again—it was summer, the moon was full, and I was in a boy’s arms and could feel his heartbeat as he pressed himself against me and slowly brought me down to the ground. Was I insane?

We might have been caught in the act by a cranky neighbor or a slobbering dog. Or his girlfriend. Before things really got out of hand, I pushed him away. “We should stop now and go back to the house,” I said, “before Alex notices we’re both gone.”

I had an inkling she was the jealous type and should’ve thought twice before doing anything to incur her wrath. I certainly wasn’t going to kiss and tell, and I assumed her boyfriend wasn’t an idiot.

I assumed wrong.

Under duress the next day, he told Alex that we’d been out together, which was technically true: we had been “out,” and we were together. After her sorry excuse for a boyfriend slunk out of the house, Alex fired off the “house of girls” diatribe.

She shook her finger in my face. “You just don’t do those things—how could you?”

My heart rate accelerated, my face felt hot, my knees shook. That afternoon’s guacamole rose in my throat. No one had ever come at me like that. I wanted nothing more than to hightail it out of there—and escape the comeuppance I undoubtedly deserved. Time to go home and back to my less-fraught real life.

At the end of my boy-crazy summer, I learned some lessons about life and love—the hard way—in the house of girls.



Comments

  1. Marian says:

    Oh, Risa, how perfectly you have captured being 16 in a house of girls, and the pitfalls and joys of being boy crazy. I love how you could spend the summer with few restrictions and learn some valuable lessons. Has the current generation lost that freedom? And, I love all the details, especially the description of Jack, and the Coppertone!

  2. Suzy says:

    Wow, being sixteen, living at the beach, no parents! That summer was one to remember, for sure! I love all your descriptions – at the beach, with Jack, with Alex’s boyfriend. And especially this: “I assumed her boyfriend wasn’t an idiot. I assumed wrong.”

  3. This was a really riveting narrative–and not just because as a guy, I am still intrigued to get the “girl’s eye view” on these situations. This was really well crafted, with just enough details to make it real without diverting from the action. And the repeated motif about the “house of girls.” And the short, punchy transitional paragraphs. All good!

  4. Laurie Levy says:

    Risa, you so beautifully capture all of the drama of being in a young teen romance and of breaking the unspoken code of dating. Great description that made your summer so vivid for me. Having a granddaughter (OMG I am old!) that age who desperately wanted a boyfriend when she entered remote learning high school last year and found a guy in her orchestra zoom who seemed so much like Jack, I can so related to all of the girlfriend drama (via text, of course) about her boyfriend. When they actually spent real time together, she realized it wasn’t all that and they broke up.

    • Risa Nye says:

      Wow, Laurie! Thanks for your comments. I now have a granddaughter (also: I am old) who is starting high school next month. I expect a certain amount of drama because why not? It seems inevitable.

  5. Betsy Pfau says:

    Pitch perfect, Risa. The rhythm of the “house of girls”, the specifics of the type of sunscreen, being carefree and unsupervised, heartsick and boy crazy. You learned lessons and grew up some that summer and took us along for the ride.

    You brought back memories for me, too – those feelings of young, strong hands on warm bodies and not a care in the world. This is a wonderful story. Thank you so much for sharing it.

  6. Khati Hendry says:

    You did a great job of capturing the drama, dynamics and ambivalence of the time. These are things you don’t forget. I had to laugh at the part about pulling down the swimsuit bottoms—I remember that detail too but observe that is impossible to do with the current thong-like versions.

  7. Susan Bennet says:

    Beautifully written, Risa! You have captured the intensity of those summer teen encounters perfectly. I also think the soundtrack of the time, as you describe it, contributed to the stew. Sometimes I look around at teens now, and I wonder — do they feel the same way we did? But I also have to ask: no Beach Boys party tunes in So Cal that summer?

  8. Liked this one a lot. Vivid and evocative. You really captures those moments and passages in a young girl’s life. Well done!

  9. Dave Ventre says:

    A perfect evocation of crazy teenage desires and the fears that go with them!

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